WE'RE ALMOST THERE!
March 12 , 2008
In this energy alert:
The dam is about ready to burst...get ready!
folks, we are still put-put-putting along as we make slow and steady
progress. In bits and pieces, we are integrating and aligning with the
new energies of this next dimensional leap and connecting as we go, if
only ever so slowly. Small pieces are coming together, but we have yet
to be able to say “YIPEEEEE! We are finally engulfed in the new
energies and everything is moving ahead like a magical whirlwind of
effortless creation!” Like a fever that has yet to break, we may feel
stuck, waiting, and wondering what the hold up is. Butting up against a
dam that seems to be holding us in check, we may feel stagnant and
we ever move forward? Will the tide ever turn? Is the world falling
apart and readying to end forever? Are we catapulting into hell as old
prophesies often predicted? Will dark energies run the planet forever
more? Is there some mistake here? Have we been overlooked, forgotten,
and left behind? Are we simply hanging in mid-air with no supports in
place? Are all our old securities disappearing and leaving us helpless,
lost, and confused? And where is that support anyway????!!!!! Do we
have to do everything ourselves in order to make anything happen at
all? Are we too tired, exhausted, drained, and empty to continue on?
Where are our reinforcements, anyway? Are our non-physical counterparts
simply staring at us and doing nothing to help?
To all of the above I say “NO.” And yet there is much to say “YES” about once we understand what is indeed occurring.
though the scenarios above may seem to be what some of us are feeling
and experiencing, the dam is beginning to leak, we are seeping through
into the next dimension, and eventually it will finally break when
enough souls come on board with an alignment to the new and thus push
through the dam into the New Reality. In regard to this massive rebirth
we are about to experience, we are still in the birth canal “dilating,”
and we are not yet at a “10.”
for the scenarios above, we will indeed move forward when the time is
right…the tide will indeed turn in a very dramatic way as it is
currently doing in small increments in order to build momentum…the
world is indeed falling apart as the “old” can no longer exist…many are
experiencing “hell” as it serves as a wake up call to surrender, try
something new, and in order to create a willingness to let go…there are
no dark energies as we are only “seeing” the darkness that is leaving
us now and spurring on many to make change…there is absolutely no
mistake, as everything is progressing in divine and perfect order (this
is a MASSIVE undertaking this time and each and every living thing is
being given an opportunity to cross over into the New Reality), our old
securities are indeed leaving and this can indeed make us feel lost and
insecure (more on this further on in this alert), our old supports are
leaving as well (more in this also), and no, our non-physical
companions have not abandoned us as they are beautifully allowing us to
create our own new reality…just as they should be doing!
the past 9 months, I have been working with a new web team who has been
readying my site and making changes in its deep formatting to allow for
optimum viewing for all my readers, and then a switch over to some new
hosting to allow for many more to view all at once. There
were glitches and problems, and finally, a sort of disappearance of the
web team altogether! It was taking forever and then it just stopped!
feeling abandoned, sad, confused, and certainly lost without a properly
working web site, I had finally just given up. I was simply too tired
to make things happen from my “lower” self. It did not feel right
anymore. “Where were my supports?! How could I present my work and
passion without a vehicle?! And why, oh why, was I being left on my
own, in the dark, without any help??!!” I had asked myself countless
times! And the sadness I felt seemed overwhelming at times…
last week, I emailed the web team and said that I would be taking legal
action against them if they did not deliver in one week…period. They
had a substantial amount of my money. No more excuses. And then I heard
nothing for another week. Why do we seem to have to get very emotional,
angry, and take such a hard stand before we can get anyone to listen?
Aren’t we supposed to be naturally and gracefully attracting what we
need through the laws of matching vibration? Why do we have to do
everything ourselves? What in the world is going on? Where is our help
finally got some results after more threats…not my norm for sure but I
had absolutely had it…and I was almost too weary to even muster up any
anger! The situation began to get very clear as it progressed, even
though I was experiencing great sadness at how it was transpiring. Here
is what became clear, as I was most certainly experiencing what I had
been writing about for the past few weeks:
angry and emotional does indeed serve to move the energy. This has been
the case for eons of time, as emotion is what serves as a vehicle for
energy. But becoming angry did not feel right, and rightfully so as it
only served to create a “temporary” fix and only in one particular
situation in my life. Becoming emotional and angry did not place me in
the natural flow of where we are currently residing as a whole. It
placed me out of sync and out of alignment, even though it eventually
did create some movement.
as well that anger is one step up from sadness, so in this regard we
can feel a bit better indeed. Anger is certainly not always a bad thing.
the space I had to occupy while resolving this situation really whacked
me out. By that evening, Phil finally asked me, “Do you realize that
you are still in your pajamas?”! “Why don’t you take a shower or maybe
even comb your hair? You might feel better…”! Oh, the joys of working
at home! In the meantime, Phil had spent the day cleaning the house
from top to bottom, moving out all the furniture and cleaning under,
behind, and on it, and preparing a scrumptious dinner (I am very
blessed to be married to a man who does this on a regular basis!) The
deep cleaning, if only in the house, made such a difference! I felt so
much lighter, fresh, and new.
that day, I decided to consult my brother, who is a system’s analyst,
writes software programs, and has been a computer whiz forever (for
those of you who are familiar with Sherri, this is her husband). I
needed help understanding what was involved with virtual servers, web
site language, and the like as I felt at a loss while attempting to
communicate with this web team. Normally, I do not bother him as he is very busy with his business and carries quite a load. Although he would usually like to help, he simply cannot.
what transpired was this: My brother became very helpful in assisting
me, and it became quite clear that we were establishing a new and more
aligned connection in regard to my web site and the technology
involved. He was, in fact, desiring a change and new direction, and I
had been receiving information for quite awhile that we would all be
connecting as a family to bring forth our joys, talents, and assistance
for the creation of the New World. This family connection would be one
of my “communities.” I knew it was coming, so I was quite thrilled when
it finally transpired! This was but another piece that I had not even
then, here it is: Things that may seem to be abandoning us or giving us
no support, are doing so because they are no longer in alignment with
where we are vibrating. We created them at a time when we were
vibrating differently. They are no longer in our vibrational space.
They exist somewhere else. There is much re-arranging occurring now. My
brother is very savvy in regard to the ways of the New World…he
understands the new energies on a conscious level. He was ready for
something new for himself that more fully matched his vibration, as was
I. I feel so truly blessed to be connecting with him now in a more
permanent and new way! He will now be handling all my web site needs.
the old systems begin to fall away, we will then be matched up with new
supports which match who we are and how we are vibrating. We can no
longer utilize and team with energies that will soon be departing and
which are no longer in alignment with who we are (it would not be to
our best advantage and differing vibrating energies cannot line up
anyway)…but we still need to be able to create and we need supports. So in this way, we will be experiencing new supports, or perhaps just supports that are in alignment with the New Reality.
Then there was the situation with… our house.
Phil and I found our temporary home in the area where we knew we would
be residing for awhile. We were truly blessed to find a rental home in
this small town of 400. We also knew we would only be in it for about 7
or 8 months. What a house it is! Built in 1933, it has some interesting
quirks. The floors are not level, so one can get seasick looking
around! The plumbing gets backed up on a regular basis. The other day I
heard some wild gurgling, ran into the bathroom screaming “Phil!
Phil!”, and there before our eyes was an eruption in the toilet…water
was spewing up all by itself and having a wild party! We died laughing
as at this point we have begun to get accustomed to these interesting
and at times amusing quirks.
times our electric just decides to “stop.” It seems to have only so
much to spare, and then it rests for awhile until it can build up
again. We can be using the microwave, and then suddenly it stops in
mid-stream to take a rest. After about 15 minutes it resumes. We never
know when this will happen with any given outlet! Phil used to teach
electricians in the Peace Corps, so he knows about these things, but he
still finds it all very amusing indeed!
then there is our landlord who lives in another state, but that is
another long and wildly strange story as well. It is near impossible to
interact with him in a logical way, although we really like him.
need to move from our house…it is making us insane! This is why it is
becoming more and more difficult to live here. Everything is in divine
and perfect order, as we are now ready to look for our land here in the
area where we are now residing. The situation with our house is telling
us that it is now time. We cannot stay here any longer. We are so
I was experiencing frustrations and sadness about my web team, with my
new bank (customer service, what is that?), and with any of the old
structures I was still needing to connect to, Phil, who is very removed
from much of the system, sat there so very calmly wondering why I was
so “stuck,” until…….the television would no longer connect to
the satellite. Aha! I was no longer alone in my frustration! My gentle
spirited husband became irate with the television satellite company, as
we had had five crews come out and try to resolve this situation
already. And once again, the anger moved some energy for a resolution,
but ultimately we are still re-aligning and dis-connecting from old
the areas where we are still maintaining a connection to the old
systems, we are no longer a match and will most likely experience a
lack of support, a falling away as if these connections no longer
exist, which can create a feeling of hanging out there with no
time, and this is happening now, more individuals who are embodying the
new energies will catch up as a whole, and we will then begin receiving
new supports. This is all part of the creation of the New Reality…it is
transpiring in divine and perfect order and it takes time.
we are still being turned inside out as the re-aligning continues and
the new energies begin to take a foothold in positions of influence.
Just yesterday, it made headlines that the governor of the state of New
York, here in the US, was resigning because he had been caught
allegedly paying for services from highly expensive call girls for a
very long time. His replacement, Lieutenant Governor David Paterson, is
a blind black man and very highly revered. How awesome is that!
the big energy shifts that are usually initiated from the cosmos have
been taking a break for awhile, we are being given the opportunity to
create from within, or in other words, assist each other and unite as a
whole as brothers and sisters of the light. We are connecting now from
deep within ourselves. Our connection to Source then, is coming from
our deepest connections possible. These connections run higher and
deeper and arise from our soul memories and our new and higher
alignments. This is the beauty of creating the New World by ourselves.
No interference from star beings or the like is allowed. We are the
ones who are ascending through ourselves and taking all of the cosmos
with us. In this way, it is our experience so we get to call
all of the shots and create a very New World according to what we
choose to create….all by ourselves! The sky is the limit. It is up to
us. Fresh and new….yes completely new and thus not necessarily in accordance with the original blueprint of the planet earth. We get to decide!
are here as representatives from every nook and cranny of the universe,
and in this way we will have many ideas to contribute. It will be truly
is the world coming to an end! Yes! But only because a new one is about
ready to hatch. If it is difficult to have faith and to trust that this
is so, simply notice how many new babies are arriving and how many
women are pregnant right now. There are so many new and evolved souls
waiting to arrive for this New World, that they are even coming in as
twins! They cannot get here fast enough.
Phil just told me, “When you look at the night sky, you cannot see the
stars move. But if you look away for awhile, and look back at the same
stars, you realize that they have moved. They are moving at the speed
they are supposed to, but we cannot see this with our human senses.”
And this is how it is now. Things are indeed shifting and moving. This is a big process
this time. We don’t want to start the train moving, and then have to
stop and say, “Wait! Some stragglers are running down the track trying
to get on board! Stop the train!” We want as many on board as possible
to ensure that the New Reality will indeed take hold with no
possibility of failure.
you ready? Can you feel the small steps and new alignments getting
stronger and stronger? Can you feel your brothers and sisters aligning
with you for new and stronger connections that are oh so much higher?
It is most certainly almost here! Wheeeeee!
Wishing you heaven in your heart, starlight in your soul, and miracles in your life in these miraculous times...
Until next time,