GRIEVING & ANXIETY ABOUT THE IMPENDING LOSSES
are yet in another stage before the imminent arrival of the new, but as
always, it is a necessary part of the process before we can move into
the reality of our wildest dreams.
In this energy alert you will find information about:
Why you may feel as though you are grieving, sad, tense, anxious, and fearful;
What you are readying to match up to and why;
The recession and why we will not be affected;
When the new beginnings are actually due to arrive;
The sorrowful ending of my marriage to Phil;
A new excerpt from The Ascension Companion.
order to progress into a very new beginning, we first had to detox and
let go of all the seemingly unpleasant purging and releasing we
experienced in 2007. The long process of 2007 affected many of us
deeply, and we needed a time to release the human related effects of it
(the stress and trauma, etc.). Part of January then, was a time for
rest, tying up loose ends, and making some time for ourselves for self
care and to tend to matters we could not tend to before, along with
finishing the last few touches of readying for our new endeavors, or
also began the process of squeezing through “the tunnel,” or making our
way to a very new “other side.” And this process was related to the
detox process as well, as it created many severe aches and pains in our
physical selves as we let go of the past experiences of 2007 while in
this tunnel of birth.
we are at the next level, and it involves a grieving for what is being
left behind. We are indeed going into a very new beginning, and in
order to arrive there, we must leave much of the old behind. This old
is not about the remnants of our traumas from 2007, but about all
the old of an old world and old reality that existed until now. This
phase can manifest as feelings of loss, sorrow, great sadness, anxiety
(as we can no longer hold onto our old securities), great fear,
insomnia, feelings of insecurity and panic, a lack of confidence, heart
palpitations, difficulty breathing, and guilt, to name a few. And then
again, you may feel like weeping as well. (When I watched the
Democratic debates the other night, I cried because of the viscous
we are actually experiencing real losses in the physical reality or
not, we can still experience these feelings for no apparent reason, as
we are all so very connected to the whole and to each other.
in a new land means leaving the old land. And we are still in the final
stages of our arrival. As we progress into this very new beginning, we
will automatically be matched up with people, situations, and much of
everything that is now a better fit or more perfect match for whom we
are and how we are vibrating.
a recent energy alert I mentioned that our relationship to food would
be different now. We would now be at a vibrational place where we would
simply and naturally attract to us and utilize the beneficial aspects
of everything we ate, without having to consciously select severely
healthy foods. And this is how it will be in regard to our very new
new will arrive for us, whether we like it or plan it or not! The new
arrival of things which now match us much more perfectly, is happening
all on its own. Through the old familiar and divinely orchestrated Law
of Attraction, we will be matched up with individuals and situations
that are a much better fit to where we are now vibrating.
because these new changes are seemingly occurring without our consent,
we may feel anxiety and trauma, a loss of control, and a discomfort in
regard to our own power. But what is actually occurring, is that our
souls are navigating for us, and they always know what is best. They
are, as always, our truest and deepest guides. And this is what is
creating the fall of the old as well.
How do we know what is a good match for us? How do we navigate through this process?
first we may feel great tension as we are not remotely comfortable with
what is occurring in our lives. It can feel like friction or a great
resistance in regard to certain interactions and situations that are in
our reality. Almost like a poking at our energy field, or an irritating
burr under our saddle. This is an indicator that the match is not quite
right…not a good fit, as we are resisting or simply feeling “not sure.”
Ideally, we need to feel a “YES!” instead of a “maybe…” or a resounding
indicator is that an individual or situation will simply and very
suddenly depart. This energy in form will leave our space very
naturally and on its own, and not because we have consciously made a
decision. The two energies then, can no longer share the same space.
And we may not even consciously be aware of why…it just happens. These
situations are being orchestrated at a higher level, and all is then in
divine and perfect order, even though it may not feel like it.
are other situations that can arrive as well. We can come to in impasse
in a relationship, but adjustments can be made by either or both
parties, and they can then continue on at a higher level together. But
both parties must be willing either consciously or subconsciously to
continue together as they climb their coinciding ladders of evolution
as a team. And they must also be a match for their next steps or
endeavors together while being separate as well.
higher levels of reality, we do not have just “one” person that serves
to fulfill all our needs or even joys. It is not possible. One
individual might be perfect as a spouse in a variety of ways, one as a
working partner, another as a “shared interest” partner, and yet
another as a compassionate friend in time of need, and so forth. In
this way, we are all brothers and sisters and deeply connected as
friends. In the old world, we seem to believe that all these eggs must
be in one basket. But until much of our ego selves are no longer
present, this way of being will not be a reality. So for now, we seem
to find an individual who fits us in as many ways as possible, although
not in all ways.
So then, there are many scenarios possible as we adjust and tweak our energies for this very new beginning.
you are not sure about things, simply allow yourself to be. Do not feel
that you need to be making any decisions right now. The dust will
eventually settle if you can allow yourself time to have no agenda and
to give yourself space for self care and peaceful rest. All will be
revealed in its own, as each layer of deeper truth will float to the
surface one by one.
can also take some time to go to your deepest levels of who you think
you are. What really and truly fits you? What do you want for yourself
that does not involve what you think you have to or need to do?
Disregard what you may think is “right.” Disregard the ideas others
may have for you. Try and imagine letting go of any responsibilities
you think you are supposed to have. What have you always been really
about? Guilt may arise at this point, but if you can, simply allow it
to pass and be ready to go onto the next phase of what you truly
deserve, as this is your divine path of new beginnings. You are supposed to be on this path, so it is OK to be there.
we experience loss, or a dis-connect from the old, we usually feel as
if we cannot get comfortable anywhere. We may not know where we belong.
Tapping into our true and divine selves can serve to re-anchor us.
falling of the old, in regard to the economy can be affecting us as
well, but we can know that we will not be affected in any way as long
as we are connected to a very new beginning. The new beginning is in a
new reality. If we believe that we are still a part of the old, or what
is now leaving, we will most certainly find ourselves in fear and
anxiety. The more we are tapped into and connected to the mainstream or
old reality, the more we will most likely experience these feelings. If
we can focus on what is coming, and not on what is leaving, this can
greatly help, and will place us in a space of the new.
is true and right for each and every one of us is what will remain.
What is leaving our spaces, is what is not longer a match or what is no
longer in our best interest in regard to our very new beginning. This
relates to the old world as well, and most certainly the economy or
recession at hand. These old ways can no longer exist, so hence, a
recession is now occurring.
will we survive? Quite easily, for a few reasons. Our storefronts will
now be in great demand, as many will now be ready for what we have to
offer. We are not tied in to the mainstream, so we will not be affected
by it. “Isn’t the mainstream where the money is?” you may wonder. There
will always be money, until we have evolved into a reality where it
does not exist. Our storefronts are designed to bring in that money so
we can survive while we are finalizing a lifestyle where we no longer
storefronts are what will still tie us to the old, but we will only be
involved in these storefronts for limited times, as they will exist in
part in the reality of the old and we cannot be there for long periods
of time. Our storefronts will contain energies of great compassion and
love for others. This in itself is a higher vibrating energy and allows
for them to continue existing.
the meantime, we will be connecting with our “families,” or
communities, as we begin creating the New World, which will not be
connected to the old. And this New World will evolve into a reality
where no money exists. Some might say and have possible epiphanies of
higher states of consciousness regarding how things truly exist at
higher levels, and rightfully so. But we can only be where we are now.
We do not exist at these higher levels yet in form, even though we may
get glimmers of them. We are evolving into them, and the vast
majority is not living in these much higher states of consciousness
yet. This is how evolution works. We evolve, the masses catch up, and
we evolve again. Even though we may believe that things should be this
way or that way, we must first be these ways ourselves before
we are a match for them, or before we can arrive there. Just having
them in our heads is not enough, but it is the beginning.
will be another opportunity for accessing a higher reality that will
occur on February 11th. This date, and the windows of energy that
surround it, will serve as an anchor and support for the arrival of the
new. This will be a pivotal point in regard to the new. So we still
have some time yet, even though things will begin unfolding in a
leisurely way before then.
the core of our being, we want everyone there with us. We are very much
a part of a vast whole, deeply love each other, and want to be together
with all our brothers and sisters.
have shared with you over months past a wonderful man named Phil. And
because you have shared with me, I must continue in this sharing. Phil
and I can no longer be together as we once were. With respect for his
privacy, I am not able to reveal any details of our sudden and deeply
sorrowful parting. This has been a most difficult time for us both, and
I have grieved over this loss and the loss of a dream that could never
be at the depths of my being. I have never cried so many tears.
this mean that there will never be any hope for new relationships, and
that they never work out? Please know that it does not. I so greatly
appreciate the love and support sent our way by all of my readers in
regard to our marriage. I am unable to go into our personal details,
but know that wonderful relationships, and marriages that last forever
are always a possibility.
we go through this latest phase of readiness for our very new
beginnings, always know that we are in this together, as the brothers
and sisters we came to be.